When you grow up you go through different phases or times in your life. These manifest themselves in the way you dress, the music you listen to, the political views you get or set as a standard for yourself. At some point i got to an age where i thought "okay i have to be grown up now" And that involved bundling up my past and letting it be - even looking at what i thought was right back then or belittling the essences of my former lifestyle (music, politics, etc). The years i have spent living in Vienna where just everything - literally filled with pretty much every situation one can imagine. I got empowered. I was dragged down. I gained many new friends. I lost many old friends. appreciation. rejection. Love. Pain. things that we as overall would call LIFE. In all of this my biggest problem was to find a group i belong to or to have friends who are truly my friends - not seeing that the friends i had the longest already where all i needed. Very slowly and probab...